A.

You said you'll call. I hope you'll keep your promise. 1am.

YOU WIN SOME, YOU LOSE SOME.

I have to live with that. I'm tired of trying anymore. I'll miss you.

AND, i hate studying. Much more than your average student.

Weekenders

Louisa's birthday
LOL at this

Tooday's

Princess in wellies gone wild?? Daiso rings! Woohoo!

TRIPPING

Who would have thought? Its so fun hanging in the J hood. And i have this fetish for dinosaurs.

Still sick.

Unbelievable. So anyway i woke up this morning thinking i'd be spending the whole day at home alone. Which sucks. I woke up at 11 plus to find Isabelle, Michelle and Tim at home and Addy waiting at the door. So woohooo! Sisters rock.

i hate you.

I like eggs

Yay. I'm not going to skool.. I'm too cool for skool.. too cool fer yooooo.
Hahahaha i sound crazy. soooo, options options options.

1. Sentosa!!! Get my tan on.
2. Malaysia?
3. Pignick? Hmmmmm.
4. Shopping
5. Rest at home, try to get well.

I hate to waste my day so 5 is out. Hohum.

Sensitive much?

My throat hurts like fuck. I haven't drank so much water since i don't know when. I really miss drinking pearl milk tea alot but its like totally phlegm inducing so its a no-no. And i'm like the most against seeing a doc but i think i will do so tomorrow. :/

Iris: I'm soo glad we had our talk today as much as i hate these things. But now i understand you better and why you do the things you do sometimes. (((: And let's watch sex and the city together. I promise!

Addy: Thank you for showing concern. No matter how little.

Ruth: Thank you for the sushi keychain! Would have been better if you didn't address it to sushi slut!

Tommy: I can see you're trying now. (: But why when i feel like giving up.

I shall see the doc tomorrow morning, go to school for my quiz, skip mobio, jet home to rest. Hopefully i can drink milk tea soon. Wish me luck!

I FEEL YOU

I have a flu from hell. Perfect timing.

I'M TAKEN BY YOU TAKING ME APART

I greet you with armpit.

School rocks
Except INAC. Which i totally don't understand no shit about. I need a tutorrr. Ruth and Jiamin rock. All of us have permission to go to Germany! Really hope everything falls thru. Whoopa. So in Ruth's words, we rocksssss.

Bored much

MONDAY 3

Yay, i'm so over emo. You're a godsent. And Iris sweetie, please cheer up! I'm always here for you. (:

Week 5 now, still haven't taken a bus to school. Hmmm...

MISS NOT-SO-POKER-FACE-ANYMORE

You think you've had a bad day. Then you think back, it's been the whole week. No, a whole month. Maybe months now. Since the fucking 12th of Feb. Everything's been fucking fucking you up. And yes, during this period you've been trying to make things better, trying to find a solution, a way out, just anything to get out of the suckfest. Nothing works, not at all. You're tired just so tired and drained. You want an escape. But duh, this is the real world, you can't just pack up, runaway. Runaway from all your problems. You suck it up. Suck it all the fuck up. But its just too much to take. And now you're disintegrating. Bit by bit, everyday. You're fading away, not that slowly but oh-so surely. Its been a downward spiral, and you're plummeting now. And you hardly recognise anything. Especially those that you thought you knew best. So enough. You put up all your defenses and you don't expect anything from no one no more. You need this closure. You need this for yourself, you say. No more futile attempts.

I'D RATHER WALK WITH YOU THAN RUN WITH THE OTHER FOOLS

Snippets of my past few days.
My mundane life. Nothing compared to "oh my life is all about clubbing, partying and fine dining" you see on other blogs. No offence.

My weekend

Picasso

Soon there'll be a new meaning to Beef. And a new significance to this day. I'm speaking gibberish.